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fuck all the haters ;D.. I dont need their shit. and i just wanted to say i <3 all my friends who have been their for me through everything. you all are too cool :]. -aDaM
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[13 Sep 2005|05:44pm] |
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hay.. well things have been alright. school has been on the okay side, i think im doin pretty good in all of my 2 klasses.. lol. the fact that theres people talkin shit upsets me because it was people that i actually thought were my friends but obviously the bitches could care less. but i aint gunna let it bother me. anyway. we lost on friday again :/.. oh well. i was off yesterday and today from work so it felt good just bein home relaxin. tommorow i go in at 2.. its pretty easy workin there.. makin burgers isnt too boring. lol. hmm. the yearbook is goin good. me n donna took pics today for the fashion spread. hope that turns out good. friday is the game at corpus.. should b fun. saturday is maxx'z partee. i hope i dont work :/. and if i do i hope its in the morning. anyway. i guess thats all. until later. -aDam
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[04 Sep 2005|03:17pm] |
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well i havent updated in forever. right now i can never be any happier. things are going just the way i want them to. im glad that i have all my friends to be there for me when i need them the most. school has been alright, game on friday wasnt too good cuz we lost, but its all good. last night we had a get together at audreys.. it was funn :]. i got a new icon on myspace from a pic that me n audrey took last night so if you got myspace, check it out! i love it! lol. the love life is at a stable position and there isnt really anything big goin on, but i think i should find someone pretty soon. [i hope]. well just a quick reality check on how everything is goin. until laterr!
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| a kick ass night |
[21 Aug 2005|01:05pm] |
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well the party ended up being greaatt :]..marah n victoria picked me up and we met up with audrey carlos n joe and started lookin for the party. it took us forever to find it but we finally did and when we got there we started drinkin. i told myself i wasnt gunna get drunk off my ass, so i drank my first cup and it was super good. so i drank another. and another. until it was 8 glasses and hydro that i already had did. i was messed uppp. adrian had called me earlier and told me to get drunk and not to worry he would take me home and make sure i didnt do anything stupid. so i was like what the hell im gunna have a good time. so the night was fun. maxx knows how to throw parties. me n carlos talked, we hadnt talked in about a month but i think the fact that we were both drunk made us talk n stuff but it was all good. we all had a awesome time. at about 130 i had to take off, but there was drama occuring, someone was gunna shoot somebody or sum shit like that but i was too drunk to know what was goin on, i just remember adrian sayin adam stay in the car. so i was like whaaaT? so as we leave adrian runs out of gas. and i had to kall audrey to turn around to take me home cuz it was gunna take a while for adrian to get sum gas cuz we were way out in the ghetto, so i took off with audrey joe n vick who is passed out in the back. audrey is tellin me all the drama with gabby that also happened there and i cant even pay attention, i was gone, it was goin in one ear and out the other. so i get home all red on my shorts cuz victoria threw a glass of jungle juice on me cuz she was all messed up. oh yah and they said i fell more then 8 times and hit my head on the iron fence. lol. i get pretty crazy when im drunk. well i got home, changed n jumped in bed, and kalled marah to tell her i was home and kalled adrian to see if they got gas and to let them know i was home too. then i knocked out and woke up this morning with a hangover. but im okay now. i need to eat, which reminds me im cooking popcorn chicken so i gotta go take it out. over all my weekend was greaaat :] back to school this week, and i hope one of the jobs calls me cuz i need to start workin. well thats all. later bitches. -adaM
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| paRty TiLL wE dRoP ;D |
[20 Aug 2005|09:03pm] |
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woo hoo.. 1st weekend of our senior year ;D.. well the week went by fast, im glad i get to leave early. i think i should find a job pretty soon, i went for an interview at kohls on thursday and it went okay and on friday me n adrian went to apply at that new place Jagz and i think more then likely were gunna get hired there.. they said they would kall us in a couple of days. i didnt really do anything last night, me n adrian basically drove around and had a long talk about everything.. im kinda glad we told eachother wut was botherin us n stuff. i learned sumthin new and just got some things off my chest that had been botherin me. i got home at about 1, today i woke up late and got ready n went for lunch with the family and then met up with my aunt. we went to go see my cousin in the hospital. she has to get surgery. i hope you feel better erika! im here cuz! ;D then came home, n adrian, kass, and pamelah picked me up and we went to the mall. it was okay, i saw sum things that i wanted but didnt have $$ of course, so it sucked. but im glad im gunna work soon cuz now i can have money. then we headed to pick up a pizza and then to kassies house for a while. then adrian dropped me off and ive been here. im about to head out to max'z party. marah is gunna pick me up. havent partied with her in forever! it should be funn. well thats all for now. ill update on tonight later. laterz, adam
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[16 Aug 2005|09:53pm] |
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well school started yesterday and it went good. my classes are a breeze and leaving by 1 is the best part about it. my schedule consists of 2 hard classes, AP Spanish, and AP Economics, and yearbook and band. not too bad at all. yesterday i went to apply at Abercrombie, i have a interview next tuesday, and today me n adrian went to HEB and applied there too cuz theyre hiring, they said they would call in 1 week if they hired me so i hope they call cuz i need a job within 2 weeks if im gunna stay in Co-Op.. things with the friends are at a stable condition, i know i said i was gunna try to isolate myself for a while, but now that things are lookin on an okay side i think i should keep it like that. i loove it :] well just a quick update and lettin everyone know wut ive been up to with school and all that junk. oh yah we had practice today. it was okay i guess. looin forward to performing at the Houston Texans Game Half time! im out. laterz. -adam
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[14 Aug 2005|04:09pm] |
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i think i figured out what i need to do. im going to do what's best. im gunna just keep to myself for a while because things aren't too good right now. i miss my friends desperately, and i wish things could just go the way i want them to, but life isnt fair and i got to deal. i dont know what im ahead for, but i think that time off for a while will hopefully help. im kinda sad for many reasons. change has taken its toll and is slowly takin over. i think it will be for the better for me to isolate myself. i know its going to be a bumpy road, but hopefully it's for the best. damn i dont think i deserve this.. i shouldn't have to be talking about this on here, i haven't made any mistakes, ive been the best friend that i could and i thought that would be enough but i guess not. why do i get treated like this? ah all this is so complicated. i wish everything would just be okay. tommorow begins my senior year. im going to try to start fresh and not worry about anything in the past. maybe a fresh start can also help me out. well i guess that's all.
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| i gotta shake it off! ;D |
[13 Aug 2005|10:08am] |
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so this is our official last weekend of the summer. man, its crazy how time goes by so fast. anyways. yesterday was ok. practice with the guard in the morning, then we went to kassies and got ready n stuff, and decided to go to the zoo.. lol real little kid style but we had nothing better to do, so it was a road trip to brownsville. lol. then after we ate, drama followed unfortuneately and i got home and plans were for the club at night. so i just hung out here then called audrey and things were still on so i got ready n everything and about 1030 i called her, and she wasnt gunna be able to go at the last minute so i was like ahhh. so i just decided to stay in. tonight im gunna make up for it for sure. cuz its the last night i can go out until next weekend so ill try to make the best of it. in a while im gunna head out to pick up my phone at sprint, then go eat, and to the mall with the rents cuz i need to finish my school shopping. well just a quick update. that's all for now. laterz. -aDaM
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[09 Aug 2005|10:35pm] |
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so some things have been on my mind lately. it seems all the things that i dont want to find out, just hit me right in the face and i have to face them whether i like it or not. i feel that my friends are my number priority right now,[aside from my family] but sumtimes i find things out that i just rather would not know. sumtimes i feel i should isolate myself from everyone and just live my life on my own and see if things get better as time goes on. it sounds confusing, i know, but im just tryin to put all these feelings that i have on here cuz i need to get them off my chest. i love my friends to death, but at times i just dont feel comfortable with their actions that they take, but if i bring it upon them i'll just sound like an idiot and they'll prolly think im trying to run their life. ahh i dunno. well just wanted to let thaT ouT.. </3
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| Enjoyin The Last Few Days Of Summer.. |
[07 Aug 2005|03:55pm] |
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hayy. well i havent updated since i got back from my trip.. well all last week there was practice but i wasnt able to attend the last 2 days due to some problems that the friends were experiencing and i felt i should be there for them.. but anyway. ive been with the friends everyday practically, just havin fun. we went to delta lake last week.. it was funn, water fights are hiP ;D. yesterday adrian came over, we hung out for a while, then we went to pick up pamelah n kass, then to target, then i had to meet up with the parents and i went to the mall to do some school shoppin.. the others met me there, and im not even half way done shoppin, but i got my asics! yeuh! theyre awesome.. then i went out to eat with the parents at olive garden, and plans were for the club, so as i got home i got some clothes real quick, and adrian picked me up and we went to go get drinks and put sum gas, then we met up with rick, audrey, n victoria. it was funn, i danced alottt ;D. i loved it. saw sum familiar faces from hush, i guess everybody goes to those 2 clubs. but yeahh then at about 2 we took off and me adrian n rick went to buy sum munchies and i was a bit tipsy so i got hungry. then we dropped off rick, and me n adrian finsihed off the boones we had left and drove by kassies who was not there, and i kalled her n her n pamelahh were cruising lol.. i was like well alrighht! then i got home at about 220 or so, and lied down in bed and talked to adrian for a while n fell asleep. today ive been washin cars, my dad got his 'o5 mustang GT. i loove it! b-e-a-u-t-i-f-u-l! he said ill b able to take it sumtimes so anybody want a ride? lol.. well no extraordinary plans for today, kass n adrian r gunna come for a swim right now and not sure what will follow that. next friday should b fun cuz plans are for the beach and schlitterbahn! yeahh. well i guess thats all for now.
Laterz Bitches ;D. -aDaM
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[31 Jul 2005|09:21pm] |
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hayy. well its been a while since ive updated.. i was gone all last week on my vacation cruise to cozumel.. it was funn, but i got homesick and missed my friends, but overall it was a good trip that i definately needed. i took lots of pics but i dont know if ill b able to post them but if i can, ill surely do that ;D. well last night after i got back, i decided to chill with the friends since i hadnt seen them in a week, so we settled for the drive in, it was super kool. i had never been to one before, and i didnt really watch the movie, lol me n pamelah talked through most of it, then we took off and drove around and just talked n stuff. it was kool to see my friends after a week. today sucked the big onez cuz i had to cut the yard and it took me like 4 hours and it was superrr hott outside!! then i took a shower, n did a couple of things around the house and then adrian n paemlah came over n we just chilled n had sum talks n then we took of to burger king to munch out and took advantage of the disabled.. lmao. poor adrian and his broken ankle. lol. then we went to pick up kass and then i came home right now and im tireddd.. tommorow i have to get up at about 7 cuz i have practice from 8-12 then registration.. then chill with everyone till about 5 then back to practice till 9.. its gunna b a loonngg day tommorow.. but should b a good one. well i guess thats all for now. laterrrz. aDaM
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[21 Jul 2005|10:01pm] |
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well things have been on the okay side lately. the whole hurricane was totally not what i expected, but it happens. ive been with the friends alot lately. tuesday was kassies bday, we hung out the whole day, and i chose the spot for lunch to eat at.. lol the rest of that day we hung out and the night ended with me adrian kass n nikki at buffalos. it was good. then we came to my house for cake n a lil bit of mingling. yesterday was a bum day cuz the weather sucked cuz of emily although it was just rough winds and alot of rain but it happens. so all day i just chilled, and then went out to eat for the brothers bday with the family. today i wanted to do something cuz its one of the last days im not gunna b busy cuz the next few days the family is coming down cuz my cuzin is getting married on saturday and on monday im leaving already to cozumel. so we decided to chill out, adrian picked me up and we went to kassies to pick her up and then just drove around and ended up at differents stores and ropa. we didnt really find anything. then we went to kassies house so she could get ready for work. then we dropped her off, n me n adrian came to my house and just chilled. i took a lil nap and i packed n stuff. then we went to pick up kass at work at about 730 and went to her house for a bit and i came home n munched out and now im here. wow summer is just about over. when i get back, its all about practice and then registration, then school. soo yeahh i have to take advantage of this next week or so. i need to find a job before school starts, i hope they hire me at shakes! hmm.. well things are lookin okay with the friends. yesterday i caught up with everybody so it was koo, im glad were all keepin in touch and all that junk. haha. well yah so i guess thats all for now. laterrzzz. -adam.
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well this morning was my test, and i think i came out WAY better then the 1st time. soo im happy about that. i havent talked to audrey or any of them today, so i dunno wut plans include for the night, but im not up for anything hardcore, maybe just a movie and geting tipsy? anybody wanna go? haha. after i got home from the test this morning, i fixed up my myspace a bit, and then i fell asleep and i woke up a while ago and talked to carlos who was at home and had no plans for the night either. hmm.. i have yet to speak to the best friend, but im kinda movin on slowly but at some points i dont want to. anyway. i think ill go shopping again tommorow and buy the rest of my clothes for the trip, and maybe dinner out with the friends. well pintless entry. later.
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hay, so these last 4 days have been on the softer side. i have been home all day long, just in chill mode thinkin about alot, but i guess jaynie is right, everything happens for a reason. im coping okay, but i have my moments where i feel like its too haRd. today i decided to hang out with the friends for a while, just to catch up with them cuz i hadnt hung out since friday night. so audrey, gabby, n carlos picked me up and we picked up some food and chilled at joes. had some interesting conversations, and for a while i was in my own world just thinking about everything that has happened to me in the last month, but i decided not to fret and just to enjoy the time i was having with my friends. last night i got a call from the best friend, but i missed it. i guess he still careS? he talked to audrey and said when he gets back he wants to fix everything, but i dunno, i dont think it will b that easy for me? on a lighter note, a little bit more then a week till i go on the cruise to cozumel!! im lookin forward to that alot, cuz it will get me away from everything and i can have a good time. the friends were saying something about the club again on friday night, but im not sure if im up for it? we'll see what happens. well i think im gunna go take a dip in the pool, or just give someone a call. LaTeRz, aDaM :D
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well mistakes youve made, and this one of all has been by far the worst. i helped you soo much, i backed you up 200%, and for you to throw away our friendship this way just hurts me alot. what kinda friend does that? i kinda wonder sometimes if you even considered me your "best friend"? avoiding all of this will just make things worse on your part. if there was only a way i could talk to you and show you how i feel about all of this, then maybe you would realize that you did wrong and that I deserve an apology. in most situations im the one who forgives and forgets, but for this one, i think ill abide differently, or so I hope. i hate myself for being this way cuz i hate to be the one to suck it up and confront you when im the one who did not one thing wrong. what does it take for you to call and show me you care? you left me with a friendship that was once amazing but now all negativity than you can ever think of. you screwed me over and i have to deal, but its not going to be easy because you were my best friend, and i wish that you would show sum kind of consideration and suck it up and talk to me, but im not gunna force anything to happen. I will play the bigger person and deal and see what comes upon me in the future. Later, -adam :[
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| Here's To The Night.. |
[09 Jul 2005|07:59pm] |
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aww well i had a blast last night! well the day was kool too. the day started off with me attending school, for once, lol and then adrian dropped me off with carlos n his bro, and we did sum errands,went to flipside for a shirt to wear for the night, then carlos treated me to Logans for lunch which was super good. i got home at about 3, and did sum things around the house and started getting things ready for the night cuz plans were for Orly's club.. so at about 8 carlos picked me up and we headed to audreys house to meet up with her n victoria and we got ready there. so we got ready, took pics of all of us being ritarded but looking mighty fine :D. then adrian n joey met up with us there at her house and then we took off to get our drinks while adrian went to pick up money at his house. so finally at about 11, we got to the club all of us tipsy already lol. and adrian met up with us there, along with lydia my long lost friend. well what can i say, the club was soo much fun. i danced alot, with audrey n victoria the most, who are by far my favorite dance partners<3 lol. so i drank a long island there at the club, met alot of people, and unfortuneatly audrey vick n joey had to leave at about 130 so it was just me carlos n adrian. it was all good though, we all danced still n chilled. the night ended on a good note, we left the club when it closed at about 315, and the 3 of us were a lil hungry so adrian treated us to the 99 cent menu at mcdonalds, lol where i saw monique! aww shes kool. then we headed to adrians house, and ate, n talked about the night n how this club was better then the old one. i fell asleep at about 430, and woke up this morning at 11ish and adrian took me n carlos home, but me n adrian made a cd here at my house for him cuz he's takin off to colorado right now, for a week, so he needed his music. lol. then he took off home, and i just chilled, n then the parents wanted to go to the mall, so we went but i didnt find anything, and then i came home right now, n adrian stopped by to say bye and drop off a movie. well that was my last 2 days, not too bad on the most part. ahh i love my friends! lol. laterrz. -adam
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ahh. i miss my friends<3, lol i saw them earlier but i dont feel like being home right now and wanna hang out with them tonight.. anyways. today was alright on the most part, my day started off quite early, by adrian pickin me up like at 9 followed by pickin up carlos and heading to flipside to try and find something to weaR for tommorow night, we didnt find much so we took off and went to visit a friend of carlos' at HEB who worked there followed by picking up sum breakfast. the day carried on okay, we ended up just goin to adrians house to watch movies, i fell asleep cuz i was tired, then i left at about 3ish came home and just chilled and ended up falling alseep again. i woke up a while ago, and i believe all my friends are at home just hangin out. ill end up staying in tonight, and just hang out, i think? unless i take an unplanned trip to audreys house :D. well pointless entry. im out! laterr, adam
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[05 Jul 2005|07:01pm] |
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hayy so these last 2 days have been on the okay side, although there is sum things that are still bothering me, but i guess i just have to face them and deal because fretting about it will just make me feel worse and just cause unnecessary drama. on a lighter note, yesterday [4th of jULy] was pretty kool on the most part, during the day i didnt do anything at all, i chilled till about 4, and the mother insisted we go to the mall to look for outfits cuz were goin to cozumel on a cruise in a couple of weeks and she wanted to start gettin things ready. so we went to the mall, got there at 530 and ended up not being able to shop cuz the mall closed at 6 all buzz kill cuz it was the 4th so lol yah. then we went to go eat, and plans for the night were for me n adrian to go to carlos' club to pop fireworks there, but at the last minute he went to the road runner game with his family and kassie so if we were gunna go to the club it wasnt gunna b until about 10 so, audrey invited me over to her house cuz victoria, rick, n ana were there and they were gunna pop fireworks there. so i decided to go over there, i got there at about 830 n we just hung out for a while till about 10, and then we headed to buy the fireworks and got back and i got a couple of calls that had to deal with drama but i was not gunna stress about it on a night that i was gunna have fun, so i tried to ignore it to the best of my intention. we got on audrey's roof to see the fireworks from the roadrunners stadium and then we popped fireworks of our own and just had fun. it was kool catching up with them, i feel kinda bad from things in the past, but hopefully that can just stay in the past and we can move on, cuz honestly i had a good time with them and im glad they invited me. anyway. carlos picked me up at about 1230 and i got home close to 1 and started munchin out cuz i was super hungry and then got online, then talked to adrian when he got home. we talked about the whole drama situation and just tryed not to stress about it. i fell asleep kinda late and didnt wake up until 10 this morning and had to skip school again lol. so the day ended up being okay on the most part, we picked up carlos n drove around for a while and ended up at the mall with jennifer till about 4 and i came home and just hung out and they met up with me here. so that was my day today. well i guess im out. later, adam
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[03 Jul 2005|02:04pm] |
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i cant seem to get sum things off my mind. i miss so much that ive had.. i wish things would be like they used to. I miss someone soo much<33 well later.
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well i hate the way things are between sum of my best friends. i got sum news from one of my best friends today that left me in shock and im not lookin forward to it happening at all. ahh i wish i could somehow change things! i feel so down, and i feel that things are gunna slowly but dramatically change and im gunna stay hurt for a while. drama sucks ass and i hope it gets resolved soon and all turns out the best<33
Later, adam
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